is there such a thing as feeling emotionless?
if there isnt, i think i've juz discovered it.
rite now, i juz dun feel anything.
maybe its becauz all the emotions has been sucked out of me.
or maybe i'm juz too tired to feel anything rite now.

i'm glad tt i have sheila to talk to sometimes.
wen i tell her stuff, i feel like i'm telling things to myself,
someone who can understand perfectly.
telling her relieves the weight off my shoulders.

i dunnoe wad is going happen in the future.
predictions juz blurrs the line between reality and the world of pretend.
the hands of fate works in very mysterious ways.
it sometimes difies logic and comprehension,
but yet wen it does happen, it doesnt seem tt all unlogical.
keep an open mind.
nothing happens without a reason.
fate does not control our lives.
we control our own lives, and even wen the hands of fate are slamming down on us,
life still goes on.


it all depends on how we choose to continue leading our lives.