i'll blow it.
like i always do.

why is it always the same old story all over again.
it has to be me.
it always is.

fights. brawls. shouting and cursing and swearing.
its all too familiar.
dammmit i know i'm very unreasonable sometimes.
yes. i'm sometimes impatient.
yes.i get worked up fairly easily.
yes. im an egoistic SOB.
but hey i have damn good reasons!
but mybe the delivery of the reasons isnt too good.

i mean if u call me and start swearing suddenly who wouldnt be furious.
or call accusing me of something which i nv did.
or simply juz call to pick a fight.

and one more thing.
i hate cancellation of last minute thingys.
escp. if it happens once too often.

so u're mad at me. fine.
so u're pissed tt i say wad i said.
but sometimes me saying sorry juz wont cut it.
so why bother.

now saying wad i juz said will definately get me into some shit.
been there, knee deep, all too familiar.

its not u, really.
its juz me.
ask around.
its true.

ps: this has nothing to do with what happened today or any other day prior. its juz some stuff which happens to me alot. i'm not mad at anybody. realli!!!

well, mayb i'm a lil bit mad at the world. juz a little. who isnt?